Her lips press firmly together for a moment. Her entire being holds itself tight and close for a heartbeat. A tiny piece of her feels an impossible gap between the Two who could easily slide into her aunt's arms and the Four who's just wiped blood off her hands.

Thankfully, it all folds quickly enough. Her shoulders slump as she lets herself slip forward to burrow against Rachel's shoulder and clutch tight to the embrace.

"--I don't know."