He's too much himself to be disturbed by it. He's too much a fighter to know that's exactly what you do. But that's never been what he wants for Eileen. It gives him more than just a pang to know that what he wants and what is have grown along very different lines.
"And you worry about that," he says softly after a moment. "You worry that it means you wanted to hurt him."
It doesn't, of course. But it can be a sickening feeling that's hard to dodge.
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Date: 2016-03-26 12:25 am (UTC)"And you worry about that," he says softly after a moment. "You worry that it means you wanted to hurt him."
It doesn't, of course. But it can be a sickening feeling that's hard to dodge.